Monday, January 31, 2011
Must be livin' on landmines.
Standing in my living room, watching my mom play with my son I was so overcome with emotion. Just realising that some day she's not going to be here terrified me. Knowing I'm not going to be here some day. I wonder what kind of things my son will say about me, how Dennis will remember me. I wish I didn't fear death as much as I do. I'm really happy for my mom though. It's been a month since she had a cigarette, and she's been choosing her foods carefully. She wants to be here for Luca. I'm so proud of her.
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I get like that too thinking about my mother, it's pretty scary. I want to like, make her life wonderful and I can't. She's the only person who's been there my entire life.
ReplyDeleteWow, I think we have a lot in common, more than I thought. I have a pretty irrational fear of death.
ReplyDeleteI myself am also scared of death and how those around me will view me once im gone. just try and be the best person you can be, thats all we can do<3
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